He changed the password and I toldhim he coud do whatever he wanted with it. So about 3 days ago, this time without telling anyone, I gave my account away to a trusted friend. Well I was trapped with all these feelings, seeing him on skype and imvu was so hard. I decided to focus on rl and find someone irl.īefore I fell in love with him I was the type of person who thought imvu relationships were silly and that I woud never fall in love on imvu. He had made it clear to me that he didnt' love me the one thing I knew was that he liked me a little and liked having rp sex, but he was so quick to get someone new.I was tired of being angry and paranoid and hopeful and sad all wrapped in one. The truth is I had fallen in love with this guy who I would never have irl (he was from another country). I didnt' want to pretend I was ok and live this fake life anymore. But then 3 days back in the game, I just realized to myself that I didnt want to do this anymore. Of course everyone was happy I was back and I resumed djing with friends. I got my account back from my friend (later she admitted that her account wasn't hacked, she just wanted to get me to come back) and I changed my profile putting that I was seeing someone. So I came up with this idea to pretend I was seeing someone else to make him jealous. Nobody else knew who I was so I was able to hide on it, but being on that account I cound not stop the urge to look at my ex's profile, which only set me back and brought back the anger and the hurt. I had an alt account lying around somewhere and she convinced me to get on it and hang out with her one day to play music. So suddenly I got the idea to click the link and get my account back and give it to her. One of my close friends on imvu told me that her account got hacked and she couldn't see her boyfriend on there. People were sending me messages everyday saying its not the same without me and then suddenly I got an email from imvu saying that I could get my account back if I click on this link. He tried to convince me to give him my account and let him take care of it until I decide to come back but in the end I really did disable it. I was honest with him and told him I was in love with him and its too hard for me to see him everyday. He suddenly came into one of my rooms begging me to stay. Of course everyone freaked out trying to talk me out of it. I put up a message telling everyone that I was going to quit and disable my account. She joined his rp and changed her last name to his. Instead, he avoided me for 2 days and then suddenly put 'seeing someone' on his profile with another girls name there. After lots of tears and anger me and him finally had a talk which led to some 'rp sex' causing me to get my hopes up thinking that maybe he wanted to get back together. So I 'divorced' him and tried to do what my friend said. She said, dont do anymore rp, just dj and have fun with your friends and forget about him. I stayed away for 3 days and then one of my friends who kept nagging at me finally got me to come back. Of course everybody was trying to talk me out of it. I was really hurt because without knowing it I had given him my heart. So it went back and forth this way, him telling me that's not true that he doestn love her and her telling me different. To make a long story short, his best friend told me that he confessed to her that he's in love with her (told her this a few weeks before and she was just watching us feeling sorry for me knowing he wasnt really in love with me). He said he didnt want to hurt me so he just pretended to love me because he felt heartless to reject me. He said he really did not love me, he thought I'm a great girl and he cares about me but not love. Then one day on skype he was acting weird and finally confessed to me that he was lying to me. I didnt mean to, but I really did fall in love with him and he would tell me everyday all these sweet things and how much he loved me. And for me, thats a funny thing because I was always one of those people who thought marriage and kids was a silly thing to do on imvu (I was mostly there for djing until I met him). We got married on imvu and even had a child there. We never cammed, but we did voice chat a few times and I fell in love with him. We kept it on imvu mostly but we did eventually exchange skype info. I was in an rp imvu relationship (biker rp) for a few months with this guy. This is a long story, but I will try to give the short version.
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